smelly boy?

past couple days of work have been same o same o. hmmmm, lame ass has really bad rep wif his ex wk mates. his ex boss called him smelly boy! like wtf la, what sad nickname to give someone. id rather someone called me ugly, but not smelly. and i think when he said smelly boy, he meant it as more like he plays smelly, ya know that kind of thing la.. hmmmmm.. guess my suspicions were right after all.. gotta be on my toes then. but thats life. who the fuck can u trust!? even ya own fuckin mind screws ya up. in fact, u screw yaself up the most!

hot ass asked me yest if she could ask me somethin. i told her she could ask me anythin, thats how i talk. she asked me y indians cant find jobs, esp in service industry. and it struck me as a really gd qn. service industry needs confident ppl who can talk. and indians do that bloody well. so y dun they get the chance? or why are they not takin the chance? i realised its cuz ah, bloody ppl dun seem comfy bein served by a dark skinned person. i mean i wked in the airport for 6 mths and i served like all races. and they not only were fine, they even liked me. except singaporeans. i dun get it. ya owm ppl dun seem to feel comfortable or safe around u. wtf! what bein chocolaty is a problem. when u need a wake me up, black coffee is the thing. need some feel good, chocolates the thing. wake up ppl! everythin gd and hot is darker! but noooo, ppl seem to be scareeeed of the asia-negros.. bloody fucked world. some ppl have a phobia for good lookin ppl. take it easy ok. its not ur fault. god has a sense of humour.

and the other thing is, most indians luv their face and face value soooo much that they think its a shy shy thing to do by bein a retailer etc. money is money ppl. grow up. unless u tell me u wipe ya arse wif fifties and u shit hundreds. in that case, u got issues dude. it seems there was a previous indian guy wkin there. and he got sacked. y? cuz he stole money. former steward summore. y fuck everythin up man! its like u dun think. u just dun think. thank u and fuck u.

hot ass also said that for an indian im good lookin. and that if i was fairer i would be wow. its a compliment, but i feel one kind. 1st of all, miss rai miss sen and miss chopra have proven that indians are woah. john abraham like duhhhhh... and well, bein dark and gd lookin is sooo much better than bein fair and good lookin. cuz it means that in spite of my features bein not as visible, im still hot. so right i really dun give a fuck. hot is an opinion. but thank u hot ass :)